LET GO

I was listening to a song by Ida Laureberg called Let Go. It is about relationships and letting go. I interpreted it as letting go of my problems and removing myself from things that are slowly eating me away. I can't let myself let go. I need to live my own happy and positive life. I need to do what is best for me. I know that there are still always going to be ups and downs. I've already been through a lot for only being fifteen. I need to move on. Let go of my grudges. I need to be let free from the dark presence that wants to hold me captive in the past. I want to be happy and live my life. I want to break my shell. There are times and moments when I find it extremely hard to connect to people or I push people away because of my problems. They restrict me from who I can truly meet and learn something from. If I can push through and LET GO of the past I will break from the chains that hold me captive and weigh me down from living life to the fullest. I need to speak my mind. I now tell MYSELF to just hold on to my happiness, good memories, and goals. I am my own person and my past will not hold me back. Why, why will it not hold me back? Because I believe it WON'T.